load json into variable

This will do it:

var json = (function () {
    var json = null;
    $.ajax({
        'async': false,
        'global': false,
        'url': my_url,
        'dataType': "json",
        'success': function (data) {
            json = data;
        }
    });
    return json;
})(); 

The main issue being that $.getJSON will run asynchronously, thus your Javascript will progress past the expression which invokes it even before its success callback fires, so there are no guarantees that your variable will capture any data.

Note in particular the 'async': false option in the above ajax call. The manual says:

By default, all requests are sent
asynchronous (i.e. this is set to true
by default). If you need synchronous
requests, set this option to false.
Note that synchronous requests may
temporarily lock the browser,
disabling any actions while the
request is active.